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started feeling sick the last few days of may, yesterday marked a week since i could eat solid food. occasionally manage a few bits of rice, oat water, juice, the longest i've gone without drinking since i was maybe fourteen? which is funny, a little endearing i think. everything hazy. & not hungry anymore, or wanting to read, or thinking. i have medicine & my stomach doesn't hurt, but food won't stay there. so i go to work & i come home, wander around the yard quiet as a cat, slip through spaces. little snippets of thought drift in & out without context. words slide off. so i will email the sort of people i email, soon. but for now yknow, w/ a blank stare. but not unhappily. so much lightning lately, to sit under. ok.
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